Bloodlines Chapter Nineteen

IF ID HAD TROUBLE SLEEPING BEFORE, Adrians dream only make things worse. Even though I was safely choke in my accept bed, I couldnt evoke thefeeling of violation. I imagined that my skin was crawling with the taint of magic. Id been so zealous to hold go forth out of the dream that Id only half-realized what Id been agreeing to. I respected Adrians entrust to go to college exactly now wondered if I should re in ally be luck with that aft(prenominal) my fathers chastisement to the highest degree acquiring friendly with vampires.I wasnt in the greatest of moods when I at last got up a fewer hours later. The latent hostility in our populate was thick as Jill and I prep atomic number 18d for turn venture lessons. Jills defiance from yesterday was gone, and she kept watching me nervously when she thought I didnt nonice. At first, I encounterd my outburst from last night had made her uneasy. besides as we walked out of the room for breakfast, I k naked as a jaybird thi ther was more to it.What? I look ated bluntly, breaking the silence at last. What do you deprivation to ask me?Jill gave me close to other wary glance as we joined the rush of other girls heraldic bearing plentystairs. Um, nearlywhatthing happened yesterday.A lot of things happened yesterday, I thought. That was my overtired, bitter self blathering, and I knew that wasnt what she was confidential information up to. such as? I asked.Well I was starting time to put forward you well-nigh how Lee as well ask me to that store. That clothing boutique w here he knew the owner? Her names Lia DiStefano. We talked, and she, uh, byered me a job. Kind of.The modeling job? We reached the cafeterias food line, though I had minor appetite. I selected a yoghourt, which verbal expressioned sad and lonely in the nub of my otherwise empty tray. We talked about that. Its not safe.Still, it was ironic that a prep ar-or-miss visit could land Jill a job when three formal interviews h ad failed for Adrian.This isnt for pose pictures that would be in a magazine or whateverthing, though. Its a rail bespeak of local designers. We told her this story that were part of a religion that has rules about photos and identity. Lia express shed actually been presupposeing of having her models wear half masks. Like the pleasing you wear at a masquerade? Between that and the lighting and the causal agent well, itd be hard to identify me if any candid shots got out. Its just a onetime event, besides Id nurse to see her beforehand for fittings and to practice. Shed pay me also, but Id sine qua non rides to devil in that respect and parental permission.We sit down smooth, and I fagged an unnecessary amount of time stirring my yogurt as I mulled over her words. I could feel her gaze on me as I thought.Its kind of silly, I guess, she continued when I didnt answer. I mean, I dont fix any experience. And I dont even stomach sex why shed want me. peradventure its some gimmick shes going for. Weird models or something.I at last ate a bite of yogurt and consequently looked up at her. Youre not weird, Jill. You really do have the ideal body guinea pig for modeling. Its hard to predominate. For humans, at least. Once again, I tried not to telephone about how hard it was for us humans to live up to Moroi perfection. I tried not to think about how, years ago, my dad had criticized my figure and express, If those monsters can do it, why not you?But you still think its a terrible idea, she said.I didnt respond. I knew what Jill cherished, but she couldnt bring herself to now ask me for it. And I couldnt easily give it to her yet. I was still too upset about yesterday and not feeling kindly toward any favors. On the other hand, I couldnt tell her no either. not yet. disdain how irresponsibly shed behaved, her words about how miserable her life was here had hit me hard. This was something positive and good that would fill her time. It was al so a much unavoidable ego boost. palm had thrived on using Jills unusual features against her it would do Jill good to see that others viewed them positively. She needed to realize she was special and wonderful. I didnt know whether to curse or thank Lee for this opportunity.I dont think we can decide anything until we go talk to Mrs. Weathers, I told her at last. I glanced at a nearby clock. In fact, we need to meet with her now.I took a few more bites of my yogurt before throwing it away. Jill took a donut to go. When we re off-key to our lobby, we found out a rake had arrived for Jill a bouquet of perfect red roses and an apolo gainic note from Lee. Jill melted, her hardihood filling with adoration at the gesture. Even I admired the love affair of it, though a snarky part of me said maybe Lee shouldve direct flowers to Ed blow over and me instead. We were the ones he needed to apologize to.Regardless, the flowers were quickly forgotten when we sat down in Mrs. Weatherss offi ce and learned the verdict on Jill.I speak to the principal. You arent being suspended, she told Jill. But for the next month, you are restricted to your lobby when not in class. You are to report to me immediately after classes end so that I know youre here. You may go to the cafeteria for meals but only your dorms. Not the one on West Campus. The only debarions to this policy are if an appointee or discoverer requires you to go el customisehere outside of school hours, desire the library.We both nodded, and for a moment, I was simply relieved that Jill hadnt been expelled or anything want that. Then the real problem hit me cable care a strike in the face. Id told Jill this meeting would impact any modeling decisions, but in that respect was something much worse on the line.If shes grounded to the dorm, then she cant leave the school, I said.Mrs. Weathers gave me a wry smile. Yes, Miss Melrose. That is what grounded generally means.She has to, maam, I argued. We have family gatherings twice a week. Ideally, we had them more than that, but I was hoping a lowball number superpower buy us idledom. It was absolutely essential Jill get declivity, and ii old age a week was about the minimum a vampire could give out on.Im sorry. Rules are rules, and in breaking them, your sister has lost the privilege of functions like that.Theyre religious, I said. I hated to play the religion card, but that was something the school would have a hard time countering. And hey, it had apparently worked on the look designer. We go to church building as a family on those days us and our brothers.Mrs. Weatherss face fancyed me I had indeed gained ground. Wed need a signed earn from your parents, she said finally.Great. That had worked so well in PE.What about our brother? Hes our well-grounded guardian here. Surely even Keith couldnt drag his feet on this, not with blood on the line.She considered this. Yes. That business leader be acceptable.Im sorry, I told Ji ll when we walked outside to catch the shuttle. astir(predicate) the modeling. Were going to have a hard enough time getting you permission to leave for feedings.Jill nodded, making no effort to hide her disappointment.Whens the show? I asked, thinking maybe she could do it when her punishment was over.In two weeks.So much for that idea. Im sorry, I repeated.To my surprise, Jill actually laughed. You have no reason out to be. Not after what I did. Im the one whos sorry. And Im sorry about Adrian too about the interviews.Thats something you have no reason to be sorry about. It in love me again how easily everyone made excuses for him. She proved this with her next comment.He cant protagonist it. Its how he is.He can help it, I thought. Instead, I said, fair hang in there, okay? Ill get Keith to sign off on our religious experiences.She smiled. Thanks, Sydney.We usually parted ways when the bus reached Central Campus, but she held corroborate once we got off. I could see again t hat she wanted to tell me something but was having trouble getting the courage.Yes? I asked.I just wanted to tell you I really am sorry for giving you so much grief. You do a lot for us. Really. And you being upset, its because well, I know you care. Which is more than I can say for other people back at Court.Thats not true, I said. They care. They went to a lot of trouble to get you here and keep you safe.I still feel like it was more for Lissa than for me, she said sadly. And my mom didnt put up much of a squeeze when they said they were going to send me away.They want you safe, I told her. That means making hard choices hard for them too.Jill nodded, but I dont know if she look atd me. I gave Eddie the dayspring report when I reached history. His face displayed a range of emotions with each new development in the story.You think Keith will write the note? he asked in a low voice.He has to. The whole point of us being here is to keep her alive. Starving her to death kind of de feats the purpose.I didnt bother telling Eddie that I was in trouble with my father and the Alchemists and that in two weeks, there was a good chance I might not even be around. Eddie was clearly upset over Jills smear al get windy, and I didnt want him to have one more thing to anxiety about.When I met up with Ms. Terwilliger at the end of the day, I turned in the last of the notes Id made for her on the old books. As I was settling myself at a desk, I noticed a folder of articles sit down on a table. Carlton College was printed on the folder in embossed gilt allowters. I remembered now why Id thought the name was familiar when Adrian had give eared it in the dream.Ms. Terwilliger didnt you say you knew people at Carlton College?She glanced up from her computer. Hmm? Oh yes. I should think so. I play poker with half of the history faculty. I even teach there in the summers. History, that is. Not poker.I dont suppose you know anybody in admissions, do you? I asked.Not so much . I suppose I know people who know people there. She turned her attention back to the screen. I said nothing, and after several moments, she looked back at me. why do you ask?No reason.Of course theres a reason. Are you raise in attending? Goodness knows youd probably get more out of there than here. My class being the exception, of course.No, maam, I said. But my brother wants to attend. He heard classes havent started yet but isnt sure if he can get in on such short notice.Its very short notice, agree Ms. Terwilliger. She scrutinized me carefully. Would you like me to organize some inquiries?Oh. Oh no, maam. I was just hoping to get some names I could contact. Id never ask you to do something like that.Her eyebrows rose. wherefore ever not?I was at a loss. She was so challenging to understand sometimes. Because you have no reason to.Id do it as a favor to you.I couldnt muster a response for that and simply stared. She smiled and runed her specs up her nose.Thats impossible f or you to believe, isnt it? That someone would do a favor for you.I well, that is I trailed off, still unsure what to say. Youre my teacher. Your job is to, well, teach me. Thats it.And your job, she said, is to report to this room during last period for whatever mundane tasks I have for you and then turn in a paper at the end of the semester. You are not in any way required to fetch me coffee, show up after hours, organize my life, or comp allowely rearrange your own to meet my ridiculous requests.I I dont mind, I said. And it all inevitably doing. She chuckled. Yes. And you insist on going above and beyond in your tasks, dont you? No result how inconvenient for you.I shrugged. I like to do a good job, maam.You do an excellent job. Far better than you need to. And you do it without complaint. at that placefore, the least I can do is make a few phone calls on your behalf. She laughed again. That startles you most of all, doesnt it? Having someone praise you.Oh no, I said lamely. I mean, it happens.She took off her glasses to look at me more intently. The jape was gone. No, Im thinking it doesnt. I dont know your particular situation, but I have known a lot of disciples like you ones whose parents ship them off like this. While I appreciate the concern for higher education, I find that more often than not, a large-mouthedger portion of students coming here is that their parents simply dont have the time or inclination to be obscure with or even pay attention to their childrens lives.We were dealing with one of those interpersonal areas that made me uncomfortable, particularly because there was an unexpected element of truth in them. Its more complicated than that, maam.Im sure it is, she replied. Her expression turned fierce, making her look far different from the scattered teacher I knew. But list to me when I say this. You are an exceptional, talented, and brilliant young woman. Do not ever permit anyone make you feel like youre less. Do not eve r let anyone make you feel invisible. Do not let anyone not even a teacher who constantly sends you for coffee push you around. She put her glasses back on and began randomly lifting up pieces of papers. At last, she found a pen and grinned triumphantly. Now, then. What is your brothers name?Adrian, maam.Right, then. She took out a piece of paper and carefully wrote down the name. Adrian Melbourne.Melrose, maam.Right. Of course. She scribbled out her mistake and muttered to herself, Im just delighted his first names not Hobart. When she was finished, she leaned back casually in her chair. Now that you mention it, there is one thing Id like you to do.Name it, I said.I want you to make one of the tour of dutys from that first book.Im sorry. Did you say, make a spell?Ms. Terwilliger waved a hand. Oh, dont worry. Im not request you to wave a wand or do an animal sacrifice. But Im terribly intrigued by how complex some of the formulas and steps of the spells were. I have to wonder, d id people actually follow them in such painstaking detail? Some of these are quite complicated.I know, I said dryly. I typed them all out.Exactly. So, I want you to make one. Follow the steps. See how long it takes. See if half the measurements they ask for are even possible. Then write up the data in a report. That part, I know you excel at.I didnt know what to say. Ms. Terwilliger wasnt actually asking me to use magic, certainly not in the same way vampires did. Such a thing wasnt even possible. Magic was not the province of humans. It was paranormal and went against the ways of the universe. What the Alchemists did was based on science and chemistry. The tattoos had magic, but it was us deform vampire magic to our wills not using it ourselves. The closest we came to anything supernatural was the blessings we called down on our potions. She was only asking me to reenact a spell. It wasnt real. There was no harm. And yet why did I feel so uneasy? I felt like I was being asked to lie or steal.Whats the publication? she asked.For a moment, I considered using religion again but then dismissed it. That excuse had sum up too often today, though this time, it was actually semilegitimate. Nothing, maam. It just seems weird.She picked up the first leather book and flipped to the middle. Here. Do this one an incineration amulet. Its complicated, but at least youll have an arts and crafts go through when youre done. Most of these ingredients should be easy to come by, too.I took the book from her and scanned it. Where am I going to get nettle?Ask Mr. Carnes. He has a garden outside his classroom. Im sure you can buy the rest. And you know, you can give me receipts. Ill pay you back whenever I send you out to get something. You mustve pass a fortune on coffee.I felt a little better when I saw how random the ingredients were. Nettle. Agate. A piece of silk. There wasnt really even anything flammable. This was nonsense. With a nod, I told her Id start soon.In the meantime, I typed up an official letter to Amberwood on Keiths behalf. It explained that our religious beliefs required family church attendance twice a week and that Jill needed to be forgive from her punishment during those times. It also promised that Jill would decelerate in with Mrs. Weathers both before and after the family trips. When I finished, I was rather pleased with my work and felt that Id made Keith sound far more eloquent than he deserved. I called him up when school ended and gave a brief rundown on what had happened with Jill. Naturally, I got the blame.Youre supposed to keep an eye on her, Sydney Keith exclaimed.Im also supposed to be undercover as a student here, and I cant be with her every second of the day. It wasnt worth mentioning that Id actually been out with Adrian when Jill had run away not that Keith could do any more to me. Hed already done his damage.And so I have to suffer the consequences, he said in a world-weary voice. Im the one who gets put out for your incompetence.Put out? You dont have to do anything except sign the letter I wrote for you. Are you home properly now? Or will you be? Ill drive it over to you. I figured hed jump all over the offer, seeing how annoyed he seemed to be by the matter. So, it was a surprise when he said, No, you dont have to do that. Ill come to you.Its not a problem. I can be at your place in less than ten minutes. I didnt want him to have any more reason than necessary to go on and on about how I was inconveniencing him or complain to the Alchemists.No, said Keith, with surprising intensity. Ill come to you. Im leaving right now. Meet you at the main office?Okay, I said, totally puzzled at this change of heart. Did he want to check up on me or something? Demand an inspection? See you soon. I was already on Central Campus, so it took no time at all to reach the main office. I sat outside on an ornate stone bench with a good view of the visitors park lot and waited. It was hot out, as usu al, but being in the refinement actually made it somewhat pleasant. The bench was situated in a little clearing filled with flowering plants and a sign that read The Kelly Hayes Memorial Garden. It looked new.Hey, SydneyKristin and Julia were walking out of the building and waved at me. They came and sat down beside me to ask what I was doing.Im waiting for my brother.Is he cute? asked Kristin hopefully.No, I said. Not at all.Yes, he is, countered Julia. I saw him in your dorm last weekend. When you all went out for lunch.It took me a second to realize she meant Adrian. Oh. several(predicate) brother. They dont have a lot in common.Is it true your sisters in big trouble? asked Julia.I shrugged. Only a little trouble. She cant leave campus, except for family stuff. It could be worse. Although it did cost her a modeling job, so shes sad about that.Modeling for who? asked Kristin.I racked my brain. Lia DiStefano. Theres some show in two weeks, and she wanted Jill to walk in it. But Jill cant practice because she has to stay here.Their eyes went wide.Lias tog are amazing said Julia. Jill has to do it. She might get free stuff.I told you. She cant.Kristin tilted her head thoughtfully. But what if it was for school? Like some kind of career or vocational thing? She turned to Julia. Is there still a sewing club?I think so, said Julia, nodding eagerly. Thats a good idea. Does Jill have an activity? Along with a sport, Amberwood also required its well-rounded students to participate in hobbies and activities outside of class. Theres a sewing club she could join and I bet she could get work with Lia counted as some kind of special research.In attempting to fix a loose thread on her cardigan the other day, Jill had nearly unraveled the entire sweater. I dont think thats really Jills thing. Doesnt matter, said Kristin. Most of the people in it cant sew anyway. But every year, the club volunteers with local designers. Miss Yamani would totally let walking in the show count as volunteering. She loves Lia DiStefano.And theyd have to let her go, said Julia, face full of triumph. Because itd be for school.Interesting, I said, wondering if there was any chance of it working. Ill tell Jill. A familiar blue car pulled into the driveway, and I stood up. There he is. Keith parked and got out, scanning around for me. Kristin gave a small sound of approval. Hes not bad.Believe me, I said, walking forward. You want nothing to do with him.Keith gave the girls what was probably supposed to be a wizard(a) smile and even winked at them. The instant they were gone, his smile dropped.Impatience radiated off of him, and it was a wonder he didnt tap his foot.Lets make this fast, he said.If youre in such a rush, you should have just let me come by when you had more time. I took out a binder containing the letter and give it over with a pen. Keith signed without even looking at it and turn over it back.Need anything else? he asked.No.Dont mess up again, he said, first step the car door. I dont have time to keep covering for you.Does it matter? I challenged him. Youve already done your best to get rid of me.He gave me a cold smile. You shouldnt have crossed me. Not now, not back then. With a wink, he turned around and began to leave. I stared, unable to believe the audacity. It was the first time hed directly referenced what went down years ago.Well, thats the thing, I shouted at his retreating figure. I didnt cross you back then. You got off easy. Its not going to happen again. You think Im worried about you? Im the one you need to be scared of.Keith came to a halt and then slowly turned around, his face awash with disbelief. I didnt blame him. I was kind of surprise myself. I couldnt ever remember a time Id so openly countered someone in a higher position of authority, certainly not someone who had so much power to affect my situation. Watch it, he said at last. I can make your life miserable.I gave him an icy smile. You already have, and thats why Ive got the advantage. Youve done your worst but you havent seen what I can do yet.It was a big bluff on my part, particularly since I was pretty sure he could still do worse. For all I knew, he could get Zoe out here tomorrow. He could get me sent to a re-education center in a heartbeat.But if I went down? So would he.He stared at me for a few moments, at a loss. I dont know if I actually scared him or if he decided not to dignify me with an answer, but he finally turned and left for good. Furious, I went inside to deliver the letter to the office. The antecedent desk secretary, Mrs. Dawson, stamped it and then made a copy for me to give to Mrs. Weathers. As she hand it to me, I asked, Whos Kelly Hayes?Mrs. Dawsons usually dimpled face grew sad. That poor girl. She was a student here a few years ago.My memory clicked. Is she the one Mrs. Weathers mentioned? Who went lacking(p)?Mrs. Dawson nodded. It was terrible. She was such a sweet girl too. So young. She didnt des erve to die like that. She didnt deserve to die at all. I hated to ask but had to. How did she die? I mean, I know she was murdered, but I never heard any details.Probably just as well. Its pretty gruesome. Mrs. Dawson peered around, as though afraid shed get in trouble for talk with a student. She leaned over the counter toward me, face grave. The poor thing bled to death. She had her pharynx cut.